I can’t really remember
What I have been doing
These past months, years
Maybe it is a mercy
Maybe it is survival
Maybe it is the only way
To get through it
To the other side
To the down time
I guess we all have the option
To not get involved
Close the door, turn on the TV
Shut it out, shut it down, shut it off
20 + 20 + 20 is an hour
To focus that long isn’t that hard
Run ink tracks through the page
Ride rubber into the sunrise
Coffee fueled, driven, driven mad
Long nights, sit in summer
Meditative rhythm of the respirator
Company of paper and sterile gauze
Passersby issue the hairy eyeball
Jaded nurses yearn for retirement
She walks now, I run
If I could get on my bike
Turn back time
No one would see me til September
-Copyright C.M. Mounts, August 2017
